Monday, June 27, 2016

Silence and Spirit


Silence and Spirit lived together once upon a time.

Spirit's favourite thing was to hold hands with Silence, gather itself and soar outward, through the blood and bones of its body, to meet all manner of life in embrace.

Silence loved the push and pull, the ebb and flow, of pulse in Spirit's hand.

In between Spirit's heartbeats, Silence spiraled towards a great sense of wholeness with itself and with all things.

In those days Spirit and Silence were joy filled.



When Spirit was raging and its body was filled with talking, laughing and doing, Silence was able to feel the rich life in between each moment. If Spirit ever tried to move too fast, Silence would squeeze Spirit's hand and Spirit would understand and let Silence lead the way for a time.

When Silence was deeply still and its body was filled with the connection in quiet between all things, Spirit was able to feel the rich life in each moment. If Silence ever tried to be too slow, Spirit would squeeze Silence's hand and Silence would understand and let Spirit lead the way for a time.

Most of the time, Spirit and Silence lived, traveled and breathed together in wonder and love at all they saw and did. But as time flowed on, Spirit began to loosen its grip on Silence's hand and Silence started to forget how to squeeze Spirit's fingers.

While Spirit and Silence were still aware of each other and the joy of breathing together, they began to hold hands less and less and it was not to long until one day when they didn't hold hands at all! 

Soon holding hands was something that Spirit had far too little time for in days full of exploring, jumping, and dancing.

It was about that time that Silence became so bent on being still and finding joy inside itself that hand holding seemed like nothing but a worthless distraction.



So Silence and Spirit lived their lives searching in their own ways. They felt happy but often even at the best of times there was a feeling of emptiness that they couldn't quite figure out. Sometimes that feeling made them sad or angry but more often then not it was just there, inside them.

Occasionally, something would happen in their lives that would remind them of their longing for each other. In times like that, they would strive to remember how to hold hands. Sometimes their fingers would intertwine to support each other but more often than not Spirit and Silence would just feel an ache. Most of the time they found relief, but not joy, by trying to fill their longings with more of themselves.

One day Silence was sitting on a rock by the sea, feeling quiet and adrift. Silence yearned to feel invigorated and passionate about the rock pools around, or the rock itself, or anything really, but all Silence felt was still. It was a wonderful stillness, so deep between the crash of the waves it could hear the nothing of all things. Still, Silence was not satisfied and yearned for more. Silence was sitting for so long, going deeper and deeper that Silence's bum froze to the rock!


Silence's bum was so cold from being still that it burned! Ouch - Silence felt! In feeling, Spirit was all of a sudden there, reminding Silence how to move to keep warm.

Instinctively, Spirit took Silence's hands and rubbed them in Spirit's own. And with the back and forth motion heat came. With the ebb and flow of the waves around and the slow warmth spreading from the repetitive motion of Spirits rubbing, Silence began to remember the feel of joy in between the pulse in Spirit's hand. At that moment, all the memories of connection flooded in and Silence and Spirit held each other and were in awe. Wonder filled them. They went on to live in joy, together.   


Wednesday, May 11, 2016

Primrose Vale

From the end of the Camas track do roam
East to greet the morning sun.
Fly on two wheels past the bakery in Bunessan 
and take the old road alongside Loch Assapol.


As you go by those dangerous waters, beware,
who stole a young woman from the shore
because she was a little too bold.

Leave legend  behind and journey on
to the burial ground of the son of Eoghan
pay your respects before the dust falls 
and continue cycling off road on the moor grass track.

Once over the hill you'll feast your eyes
on glistening silver sand from mica schist ground
here find a berth to stow your bike 
safe from the tide, cattle, and sheep 
right on the edge of Kilvickeon beach hike.

Clamber through narrow tide cleaved tunnels to get above the waves
then scramble slowly along cliffs next to where ravens nest
next, peer off around and into the cave with sides too steep to descend
with few options left, rise above to the rest.

















 Across moorland do venture, deftly afoot
be vigilant to keep venom free
and spot the adders in heather
slinking away, soft as a feather.

Take time to take in th'old iron age fort
crumbling stone ruins of many a story 
are sinking slowly into bracken 
about the cleared crofting town of Shiaba

Before hunger dulls your senses gather your wits
turn to the woods
Open your ears and follow the song of the wind in the trees and listen 
for hazel by fresh water's edge

Say goodbye to the sea and hello to the stream
follow it up to something out of a dream
there you will find, should the sun smile
a waterfall pool for you to spend a long while

Take great respect and check the wind in your sail
enter it slowly with eyes of an owl
and you may just perceive
the rainbow encircling you in this still, wild and wet, primrose vale

References: Shiaba , Kilvickeon Church

Sunday, May 1, 2016

Starting Spring at the end of the Camas Track



“I am going to write something on your hand,” my friend said to me. I watched as she slowly drew letters into the top of my palm with a blue pen. Curious, I peered at my hand to see the message:

“Stay Lamb”

Camas Tuath is all about staying lamb because, as we told the 18 youth who lived with us here a couple weeks ago, it is not true that curiosity killed the cat.


This summer I will work at “staying lamb” and  growing lamb like curiosity and joy into everything I do 1.5 miles from the nearest road and 10 meters from the ocean as I volunteer at Camas. Yesterday, I saw a lamb being born at the top of the Camas track! Within 5 minutes of coming down the birth canal it was bouncing around gleefully as I bounced my way back to Camas with my wheelbarrow full of field potatoes. 


I will be occasionally posting some things here but if you want to get a sense of Camas life, check out our Camas blog! I wrote the first post, "Fire with Flint and Steel", but it will likely be updated by all the staff at Camas as the summer progresses.
Here is the FB group for those of you on facebook...